RobiSuicide (AKA B-More)

I am Rob AKA B-More AKA RobiSuicide. I'm dedicated to making real life music. My writing reflects my experiences, my pain, my struggles, my thoughts, my surroundings, my life. Reality music. I also write poetry and short stories. I drink, I party, I smoke. We all have bad habits don't we. Drinking, I'm pretty much done with it. Its ruined mine and my family's life. Partying, not much anymore its become pointless. Smoking, Can't live with em and can't live without em...literally. I was thrown into this world August 29th 1992. My mother gave me away at birth because I was the youngest and she couldn't afford to raise my considering my "father" left when she was having me. So I went to my grandmothers, and not long after was taking away by social services for abuse. Later on went to another family, they got divorced and again taken away. At the age of 5 I was adopted by the family I've been living with since. That's my early childhood in a nut shell. I can be a misanthrope at times, but can you blame me I mean look at our society? The only thing that really gets me through life is my passion for music. Writing is my therapy. The thick I lack however, The thing I need most. Trust. Why? Because I remember when my mother used to lie to me. And I remember my father used to lie to me. And I remember when my teachers used to lie to me. And I remember when my "lover" used to lie to me. And I remember when I couldn't remember a "father". And I remember when my mother cheated on my dad after 15 years, said she'd change, lied and did it again. Now do you see why I don't trust? I will admit that most of my distrust is towards women. Mainly because every woman in my life has been a whore. From my ex's to my biological mother to my adoptive mother. Just remember one thing, the petal always wilts. Oh and don't tell me I'm sexy if you clearly think I'm not. Don't tell me I'm significant to you when I most likely never cross your mind. I wish somebody would give me some faith in humanity and show me something beautiful.